see this unravelling
so just catch me
CutieI believe that people fall in love time and time again because underneath the pain there is happiness I may only be able to count my true friends on one hand, that doesn't say a lot about me, but it says everything about them. I want to be the girl who changed everything. The girl that made a difference && made you tell a totally different story. all i wanted was for things to be the way they used to be, so i kept going and going... as if somehow hoping to make time move in reverse. i want time to just rewind and take me back to when we were perfect for each other. When you focus on one single person, channel all your efforts, feelings, hopes and secrets into one person, be prepared for failure. No one person can provide the security and uphold the promise of never hurting you. Know that another individual can never be trusted to support you and love you as well as you can yourself. While we're still young, we must learn to be free-spirited and independent before the scars and wounds become so ghastly and numerous that we can no longer function properly. Sure, life is about love - love yourself and that's all you'll need. I hate how being just friends is good enough for you. I hate how you joke around just like we used to. I hate how you just go on like it doesn't hurt you sometimes, i feel like i don't belong where i am and that i have the wrong people in my life. i get this feeling, like I’m an outsider even when I’m being included or that I’m always around people who don't know me at all. then i see you smile at me and i don't mind being invisible to the rest of the world, i realize I’ll always feel alone without you around. my smile can cover up what’s inside. though my heart is drowning, i can still laugh. even if my soul starts breaking down, i can still tell a joke. even if I’m dying inside, i can still look so funny. i guess that’s how life would go. i just have to smile and be happy even if the world is slowly killing me. That's it. I'm putting my walls back up. Never tearing them down again or letting people through.
ends with a goodbye
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